Is this all just a wonderful dream?
I think I'll have to pinch my nipple to make sure I'm awake...
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Outch, okay now I know it must be true.
I FINALLY have the chance to do something I've dreamed of for so long - To have my very own site and now with a members area like I already mentioned in my previous post, and now.. oh I can't even believe it's true... but now I actually already have members!
I wish my English was better so you could understand how excited I am about this. This is really a huge fantastic thing for me :)
Well the ultimate fantastic thing would be to become a porn actress but I doubt that will happen to me, but who knows what the future will bring? Anyways I am so happy and excited and did I mention I'm happy? hehe ;)
Okay, I'll try to be serious for a moment. If you read this and you are one of the sweet persons who have bought a membership to my site: Please contact me and tell me your thoughts! Tell me what you like and what you think I should improve. I want to hear all about it :) Find one of my contact links and write me an email. I will be gone all weekend but as soon as I'm home I will read it :) Thank you!
If you are not a member you are of course also welcome to write.
And if you sit and think "I want to become a member tooooo" then visit here to join my site
If you have read some of the stories and fantasies I have posted here in my blog you will know I like to be dominated. This thought of entering a house to visit a man who seems nice at first but then turns out to be pretty agressive with me is sooo much a turn-on for me.
I think I will have to write one more of those fantasies down very soon, because I'm too smart in real life, I hardly ever get into dangerous situations like these, so the only way I can live it out is by writing.
Oh, and at night I often dream about it too. I dream I'm confused at what happens when someone throws me to the floor, it's like I can't really gather my thoughts and think of a way to escape and things just get worse and worse... and I end up being brutally fucked, hehe :)
If I ever become a porn star I hope they'll shoot a movie like this with me.

